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Hello all, (aka me, myself, and I and whomever else...)

I've been browsing dA again and, wow... I've really come a loooOOooooOOOOng way! (well, mentally-wise)
I should be doing something productive with my very limited time as a student and probably watch some seemingly entertaining things on YouTube, but I TOTALLy have my priorities in check so im going to write this little entry as something to keep track of... my (achievements? what achievements? more like the angsty rants of a bipolar teenager.) High school's been fun, and I've certainly enjoyed the new experiences I've made along the way (as well as new relationships with new people + strengthening my ties with the ones from the past) 

Alright. I'll get straight to the point here and not wander off into an abyss of garbled gibberish (LIKE I ALWAYS DO.) Dost thou have any certain individuals that constantly make them feel vulnerable? Moreover, pathetic? I don't know, but I certainly do. You see, there's this one part of me that I would change because yes, I am not a perfectly adorable person with a strikingly amazing personality/ charming sense of wit + charismatic individual. (SIKE MOTHERFUCKER I AM--YOU DON't KNOW ME LmAOOOOO) But you know, no need to be a a complete fucking asshole and rub it in my face when I'm not having the best of days. "I'm not even sure why we're friends lololllllllll xDDDDD" "There's nothing even that special or anything that stands out about you.. I mean, you're not particularity funny or anything... *FILL IN THE ADJECTIVE LETS PLAY SOME MADLIBS* Well then. I'm sure you're VERY popular. So don't expect me to be a mindless minion who would follow one's every command because yes, I admit it--I have a problem with denying people/ being blunt/ completely honest with my opinion. (I KNOW THAT KIND OF PERSONALITY/NICE DEMEANOR WILL BE TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF IN THIS CYNICAL DAY AND AGE/SOCIETY. I SWEAR TO GOD, BE AN ASSHOLE OR BE EATEN ALIVE BY AN ASSHOLE (that would suck ass ;D) Also, cultural differences make it slightly difficult (NO LIKE A LOT MORE LOL) to confront people individually.

Suddenly, this is going to be my life story. I hope you enjoy my first novel and consider buying the sequel. I've been raised up to tell others my opinion--sure--but I've been taught to go about it in a more non-direct route. Take this for example, (To myself) Oh my god lord jesus please just smite down this horrendous arse and rid the world of unnecessary evil--just once, and I'll never be a little-shit-living-a-double-life-of-being-two-faced again........... Ouch. That hurt like a bitch................ *insert peter griffin wincing sfx* yes, ahhhhhn~~ more~~~ just rub and smother my open wounds with sALT, SATAN (referring to anonymous). ahhhhhhhnnnn~~~~ *is secretly a closet masochist* :iconfangasmplz:
And so I find myself there in shock, not knowing what to say, since I've been HIT WITH THE HONEST/ BRUTALLY SAVAGE PAIN which is: the truth that yes, im a little pussy who can't confront people and tap them on the shoulder and say: "HEY FUCK OFF RICHARD--m8 YOURE BEING A COMPLETE DICK RIGHT NOW. I mean, I'd love to insult you some more to let out my anger, but I don't know if I would do as well as nature did ;) You warped half-faced pignut. You--- damn it-- Here in this day and age Shakespeare wouldn't work as well on those with a brain that's seemingly good as new, as they've never used it... *bites thumb*  
So, inevitably, I go and act like I'm friends with the person whose caused me to feel vulnerable and insignificant while also feeling like I'm a person at the bottom of the list to chat to. ughrsiughirwughiuHGUIHIgur words cannot show my hatred for those who play favorites, wHICH IS ABSOLUTELY HILARIOUS SINCE I DO THAT QUITE OFTEN I AM SUCH A HYPOCRITE CALL THE COPS ON ME. It's funny how I do all these things just to mask up my hurt but then again, I am brought back to reality with an astounding wake-up call from the fist of (the north star) the truth which tells me that I am not able to force my character into this 3 sizes two small jumpsuit from the fall edition of Rude Ass Hole . I just can't force myself to... although I'd sometimes like to...Back to my shitty clothing analogy/metaphor. You think it'll look good on you, but then after a short time, it just doesn't fit... However, like the ever mold able human body mass, the personality can also be warped with a few touches here and there. Anyways, I've called upon the my mystical supernatural aid and I guess I should just distance myself from these people... Ah, High School, a carrion-filled place swarming with flies which constantly buzz along with idle chatter. A place where eyes of the past stare back into your cowardly windows, desperately wanting to draw the blinds to drown out the relentless glares from the ones you used to find joy with. I know your face yet I no longer know you... Can I be sure that your, or rather our relationship ever existed? 

Why do I allow people to take advantage of me? I want to be friends. I can't live up to your high expectations while only receiving a meager amount of your conditional friendship. So I've come to a truce with myself. I have to be honest, despite the pain it may bring. I'd rather deliver a fast, swift blow and give them more time to recover than to slowly inject them a potent lie to circulate around in their body and make them believe some fallacy I've conjured up to mask my real thoughts. Inevitably, I'm the one to be hurt. And the time to stop this would be now. 

Signing off... 


I can't believe how disgusting these people are. People like this are so fucking brainwashed and it angers me so much... i just... cant even right now... 

Height? 5'6"-5'8'' ?? 

Virgin? yup. aint no nikkuh be goin near my anus

Do you smoke? no thanks

Do you drink? lol no

Do you take drugs? fuck no

Age you get mistaken for:((  16-21 (TWENTY ONE.) )) <----------------- wHAT THE HELL REALLY?! (12 //CRAI)

Have tattoos? no

Want any? PLEASE. GIMMEEEEEEE

Have any piercings? nope... my ears/nose/tongue/nipples/egouhgugrjurihg are virgins 

Want any?  i really want one of those epic dragon ear cuffs > < 

Biggest turn on? funny personality, listens to you, sexy laugh (OH MY GOOOOOODDD), sweet and cuddly, weird, can talk pervy about shit too (unlike normal people who are like... uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh)

Biggest turn off? Asshole, neglectful, just dating to get status ( i HAVE NONE LEAVE SHLUT), dating for secks (thirsty ass...) not caring, smart-ass

Favorite Movie? I dont knowwwwwwwwwwwww I like 80s films 

I’ll love you if you: listen to me and laugh at my stupid jokes and love what i love c:

Someone you miss: minna-san~

Most traumatic experience: Seeing my cousin almost getting raped in an alleyway... or parents having sex when I WAS SIX

A fact about your personality: I'm as clingy as a leech

What you hate about yourself: OH MY GOD. MY SKINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN AND MY WEIGHT I HATE MY PROBLEMATIC TEMPERMENTAL ANCE EGHERKGH3ETUGWERGHKGUHKRSUGEG , iFat, iSociallychallanged, iLonely, iProcrastinate, iClingy, iThirsty, iOCD

What you love about yourself: my art hue everything

What you want to be: manga artist, but if that fails, then Graphic Designer or something in the art division... OR I CAN JUST MOVE TO JAPAN AND BECOME AN ANIMATOR THATS GOOD. OR ILL BE A STRIPPER... 

Your relationship with your siblings: great. i love her and shes such a great artist > < 

Your relationship with your parents: actually, we're pretty great. i love my parents and we don't always see eye to eye but they still care for me and they're there for me. 

Your idea of the perfect date: video games movies and snuggles and lots of acting stupid and geeking out together #foreveralone

Biggest Pet Peeves: normal people who i just cant converse with. 

A description of the person I like: you wanna know? (-\\u\\-) okay... i used to now i cant anymore so yeah YOU DONT GET TO KNOW. 

A description of the person I hate: FUCKIN. GINGER TALL ASSHOLE WHOS AN IDIOTt. ((OMG I KNOW WHO YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT ANDREA)) I really dont hate anyone in particular, but i guess i dont like a blond white girl whos fat and acts like shes all that and shes an idiot and ugly and a pig and yeah name starts with e LOL THAT GAVE IT AWAY

A reason I’ve lied to a friend: Scared of losing them. ((<------- friends matter so much to me dont you guys ever let go because im trying my best not to)) 

What I hate about work/school: I really dont mind workBUT IT GETS INTHE WAY OF ME TRYING TO HAVE A SOCIAL LIFE AND MY SHOWS AND SCHOOL HAS A LOT OF DUMB PEOPLE I SWEAR TO GOD I HATE DUMB PEOPLE. (takes one to know one xD) ITS LIKE EW. DONT CONVERSE WITH ME IF YOU CANT HAVE AN INTELLECTUAL STIMULATING CONVERSATION. 

What your last text message says: "So you're telling me that you're the bottom cx"

What words upset you the most: i dont know... but treat me gently please. words hurt, and i have a lot of bandages on my heart. sometimes, the bandage gets ripped off while its still on a fresh wound and it rips the scab off, making it bleed again. please treat me gently. i give too many fucks so thats something i go OCD on ehehe...

What words make me feel best about myself: funny, nice to be with, HOT LOL NO NEVER. cute? (- u0)/) cooooooooooooooooooooolllllll

What I find attractive in women: personality. and the breasts. and the delicious curves... fragrance, shampoo, scent

What I find attractive in men: scent. THIS MATTERS A LOT. FOR BOTH. BISH I AINT GON EAT YOU OUT IF YOU SMELL LIKE OSCAR. sexy laughs get me every time...(same) soft hair and smoldering eyes huehueheuheuehueheueheuheuheu. meh i like the way kpop dudes look... i wanna abduct one and keep him in fishnet leggings and leather underwear and abuse him lovingly. he'll be my personal prostitute. (seriously search up park tae jun NOW) 

Where you want to live: Japan. <----- YYYAAAAAASSSSSSSSSSS 

One insecurity: coming off as clingy and thirsty to people

Childhood career choice: whorestrainer neigh neigh 

Favorite ice cream? ice cream is cool, but i prefer PINKBERRY'S ORIGINALLLFEDUOHIOEFUHIEOFU <333

Who you want to be: i unnooo Misha Collins <--- c:

Where you want to be: in one hugeass portal where all my fandoms and gay ships are real (wait they ARE) and i can stroke their thighs seductively... i really want to go to japan kawaii sugoi hontonii subarashii desu waaaaaaa utsukushiiiii ne~ (excuse my weeabo)  

Last thing you ate: uhhhhhhh chicken 

Sexiest person that comes to mind: ♥Rin Matsuoka (hes a person) i dont know... my cousin is secksay but then again... so are a lot of people... hmmm so many options....  ANDREA IS SEXY. 

A random fact about anything: bears like gay oral sex
TAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD: EVERY SLUT OUT THERE *points at you*

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Hello all, (aka me, myself, and I and whomever else...)

I've been browsing dA again and, wow... I've really come a loooOOooooOOOOng way! (well, mentally-wise)
I should be doing something productive with my very limited time as a student and probably watch some seemingly entertaining things on YouTube, but I TOTALLy have my priorities in check so im going to write this little entry as something to keep track of... my (achievements? what achievements? more like the angsty rants of a bipolar teenager.) High school's been fun, and I've certainly enjoyed the new experiences I've made along the way (as well as new relationships with new people + strengthening my ties with the ones from the past) 

Alright. I'll get straight to the point here and not wander off into an abyss of garbled gibberish (LIKE I ALWAYS DO.) Dost thou have any certain individuals that constantly make them feel vulnerable? Moreover, pathetic? I don't know, but I certainly do. You see, there's this one part of me that I would change because yes, I am not a perfectly adorable person with a strikingly amazing personality/ charming sense of wit + charismatic individual. (SIKE MOTHERFUCKER I AM--YOU DON't KNOW ME LmAOOOOO) But you know, no need to be a a complete fucking asshole and rub it in my face when I'm not having the best of days. "I'm not even sure why we're friends lololllllllll xDDDDD" "There's nothing even that special or anything that stands out about you.. I mean, you're not particularity funny or anything... *FILL IN THE ADJECTIVE LETS PLAY SOME MADLIBS* Well then. I'm sure you're VERY popular. So don't expect me to be a mindless minion who would follow one's every command because yes, I admit it--I have a problem with denying people/ being blunt/ completely honest with my opinion. (I KNOW THAT KIND OF PERSONALITY/NICE DEMEANOR WILL BE TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF IN THIS CYNICAL DAY AND AGE/SOCIETY. I SWEAR TO GOD, BE AN ASSHOLE OR BE EATEN ALIVE BY AN ASSHOLE (that would suck ass ;D) Also, cultural differences make it slightly difficult (NO LIKE A LOT MORE LOL) to confront people individually.

Suddenly, this is going to be my life story. I hope you enjoy my first novel and consider buying the sequel. I've been raised up to tell others my opinion--sure--but I've been taught to go about it in a more non-direct route. Take this for example, (To myself) Oh my god lord jesus please just smite down this horrendous arse and rid the world of unnecessary evil--just once, and I'll never be a little-shit-living-a-double-life-of-being-two-faced again........... Ouch. That hurt like a bitch................ *insert peter griffin wincing sfx* yes, ahhhhhn~~ more~~~ just rub and smother my open wounds with sALT, SATAN (referring to anonymous). ahhhhhhhnnnn~~~~ *is secretly a closet masochist* :iconfangasmplz:
And so I find myself there in shock, not knowing what to say, since I've been HIT WITH THE HONEST/ BRUTALLY SAVAGE PAIN which is: the truth that yes, im a little pussy who can't confront people and tap them on the shoulder and say: "HEY FUCK OFF RICHARD--m8 YOURE BEING A COMPLETE DICK RIGHT NOW. I mean, I'd love to insult you some more to let out my anger, but I don't know if I would do as well as nature did ;) You warped half-faced pignut. You--- damn it-- Here in this day and age Shakespeare wouldn't work as well on those with a brain that's seemingly good as new, as they've never used it... *bites thumb*  
So, inevitably, I go and act like I'm friends with the person whose caused me to feel vulnerable and insignificant while also feeling like I'm a person at the bottom of the list to chat to. ughrsiughirwughiuHGUIHIgur words cannot show my hatred for those who play favorites, wHICH IS ABSOLUTELY HILARIOUS SINCE I DO THAT QUITE OFTEN I AM SUCH A HYPOCRITE CALL THE COPS ON ME. It's funny how I do all these things just to mask up my hurt but then again, I am brought back to reality with an astounding wake-up call from the fist of (the north star) the truth which tells me that I am not able to force my character into this 3 sizes two small jumpsuit from the fall edition of Rude Ass Hole . I just can't force myself to... although I'd sometimes like to...Back to my shitty clothing analogy/metaphor. You think it'll look good on you, but then after a short time, it just doesn't fit... However, like the ever mold able human body mass, the personality can also be warped with a few touches here and there. Anyways, I've called upon the my mystical supernatural aid and I guess I should just distance myself from these people... Ah, High School, a carrion-filled place swarming with flies which constantly buzz along with idle chatter. A place where eyes of the past stare back into your cowardly windows, desperately wanting to draw the blinds to drown out the relentless glares from the ones you used to find joy with. I know your face yet I no longer know you... Can I be sure that your, or rather our relationship ever existed? 

Why do I allow people to take advantage of me? I want to be friends. I can't live up to your high expectations while only receiving a meager amount of your conditional friendship. So I've come to a truce with myself. I have to be honest, despite the pain it may bring. I'd rather deliver a fast, swift blow and give them more time to recover than to slowly inject them a potent lie to circulate around in their body and make them believe some fallacy I've conjured up to mask my real thoughts. Inevitably, I'm the one to be hurt. And the time to stop this would be now. 

Signing off... 

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Hello!! I like Tolkien's works and many other fantasy works...
I enjoy drawing fan art for a crap-ton of things.

btw, if you liek yaoi, then theres a good chance that we would get along. REALLY GOOD. (also what fandom and otps you have matter too, but yeah, i guess we could get along.... maybe.... //hiss)
Otherwise, there's nothing much more to me... im just and emotional fangirl who cries over the internet...

I'm more active on instagram so, here it is
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You have a cool style.
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Lembas--Bread Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
you
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omg your legolas drawing is so good!!
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oh my lord 
i havent been on here for eons!! thank you c:
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omg no prob c:
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happy B-day
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oh my god thank you so much for wishing me a happy birthday c:
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